Wednesday, December 8, 2010

We love

Preface

A journey is an active or passive chosen path, since the choice it should bear their respective significance, people often refer to it as fate, is a tenacious spirit silent but restrained way of practice.

It is so rudely received on putting in a tremendous heart for many years, I thought it had deep rot is all illusory, bright, covered by pomposity. Like naked after exposure to the Sun, nor any of the magnificent words deceive this blatant sincere affection, even if we have been for many years, but still missing. When I need you most, you will always be in my other side instead of the side, so I can't resolve from my recent man, this is an out-and-out might put an end to self, I won't and this world is, emotional almost a dead end, so I got more inward from the province of imagery, may wish to go beyond that, but it is cut, gradually become a no vain of mixed meal, without attaching any responsibility, nor does it have too many obligations.

This is our understanding of its tenth year, Flash is getting old, but a few years time, unknowingly, may want to enter in his later years.

Destined to wandering life, has been wandering in the world's edge, the heart of anger and vacancy cannot be filled, so the strong wish to stay on top of everything. The desire to expand without limit, all day, every day of the trial on steel cables dangling. Fall will die, go past is empty. This is some time after the separation, Liu Liu years, but because my way are more volatile, seemed to have everything, but human nature is not distorted and, even if condemned since turning crime can only be redeemed in exchange for a moment and afterwards without repentance. Also available in its own way, violence and remove all memory of the past.

6 hours-long flight, as if through time tunnel: the term of the day I saw your beauty, reflection in the river of narcissus, consciously and reckless, but do not know this beauty will be impressive.

The first sight that I see you and the world of distance, interval one step away. Is this man, a glimpse of the cliff sitting staring blue sea heart flat like mirror. There are too many looks handsome men, they like the one from the soil excavated pottery, put the cover open, see full of plum, leaf green, verdant Cham has just returned from new pick in the morning mist. Exposure after less than a minute, leaves and fruit decay rapidly turn black. These people cannot stand for too long, only in the presence of the claustrophobic in taboo. In this school children, although young, but the future is bright, bright, but you and those around us, you have never tried to indulge yourself, always is academic lessons, and has never been lax in self-growth, I am unable to determine the nature and causes of motivation, just know that your heart is a lonely Liao's small world, only drunk from me. Like your head to focus on appearance, a pair of eyes as a thousand words, but does not reveal any mood.

It was a summer in August, a thick humid air.

I teach you to swim, you're afraid of water, so I show you the sea, sea of love I put things in perspective. Rising and falling tides repeats track, constantly raging on, slapped on the rocks out of white flowers and slow reverse, stay out of the wash after fluctuating beach. I hold your hand, for the first time, led by the hand of the boys, you don't have to retreat, and my fingers phase, it is in that moment, after already doomed our destiny, but we were mixed so I do not know. In my led by you foot into quicksand, step by step, towards the sea, is about to come into contact with water, the heart of fear, panic retreat. So I give you a demonstration: seaward, again and again and again and again turned to escape back, reveling in doing the things inside the game. You see one of the waves closely follow-me, put me on the back of the beach, so let's give pleasure scream.

Due to the take off was delayed for two hours, arriving at Singapore camphor Yi Airport at night, you have to wait until exhaustion, anxiety, irritability, the first aircraft, all the way down, almost export customs clearance, but return rush to the toilet.

So many years have never met before, though never looks too many changes, but I fear you see my old, I do not know why, just inexplicable fear. On the mirror, a big drop of tears silently emission, I'm sure I'm old, I came to the place, I have experienced too many years young talent and intelligence all into a variety of means, on unruly people, wandering in the unit Palm never treasure, virtual joy, self-sufficiency. At that moment wish to return to childhood, the eyes bright, warm and I smile. When you say: I'm a sluggish, does not express any feelings. I said: when you want to express, smile. Since then, we have no need for multiple languages, a warm smile, feelings can instantly share. To this point in the mirror, I tried to smile still fetched.

I put the duty-free shop-bought beer gave it to you, you are extremely thin, eyes still bright, together with the Visual moments, I smile, this subtle dynamic spurt of energy doing it will take us back to the past, the already long school days, that go to sea again and again in the summer, it reminds us of the smile was shining eyes, like each other to bits, and is still in the fierce missed.

Shuttle ride from Terminal1 to reach Terminal2, can leave the airport, half-way high-4 layer down the escalator, speed.

You help me with my luggage and backward seconds, turn around and look, you're standing in my opposite not far away, a few step interval, surface. Moonlight to us, like a flowing river, and I feel many years of gentle, always on the other side of the River waiting, I want to put you through the River, but found no place parking, I smile and look at you, lights are see through my tears in the eyes. VeryWant to go past tell you these days I was out, but finally chose to do so, just across the River, and I silence at night, in your day.

You in this exotic city, cleaning can be cut off all history, will not inform anybody about his past.

Do a delete past blank new men. Normally busy in the laboratory, weekend alone run, run around the block or five rings. Or indulge in a network game, you can put yourself in the room on the day of Warcraft. You are always a lust own, others are indifferent, but also no interest and attention. Like reading, most of the time in the library. So far no emotional experience, you can't help but have doubts, but all guess guess, because your client so that the last inevitably feel small. Your values over the years has become a system, there are few go beyond this, have an inch of adequate care around any other people's feelings. Do not mind them how to wait and see, close or distant.

Stay in the hospital's patients, concern only the body feeling, any thing and people, than the perception of self-existent at the moment.

Blood, electrocardiogram, pain, needle into moments, drug side effects, insomnia, vomiting, wound healing, surgery, and even death. All of this is the life of the truth, break false prosperity, it finally let me know what other people think of me or my own how to detect life, are not important. It is important that I have to use a real way, through the middle of the fingers as rain as the whereabouts of time cannot be stopped. I want to know what I need to live, and how to live this life.

Gradually lost contact with you, changed jobs, came to Beijing, Xinyi, innumerable reception banquet, meeting, travel.

And the human spirit to fight, nothing but look who's more wretched than anyone. At the same time began to receive various precious gift, or intent clear invitation, will return the authorised, refused politely phase. I substances never excessive demands, mentally is a kind of obsessive, do not want to go down. Side of the crowd, the daily routine of life, immersed in the middle-class virtual wishes. Believe in the values of the form and vanity, a vicious cycle, without compulsion.

We are living in different cities, but there are too many similar.

We're rental home in landlord, the landlord is a family of three also has a daughter, and is the sixth floor. Has a KING SIZE bed, placed in the window, Brown curtains, roll in the bed and looked out the window is full of green. Remember me every day drink lots of water, so home already has a variety of brands of reserves, like a fair of drinking water. As a result of long-term work in front of the computer language expression ability to completely collapse depleted. Usually only: "you eat this, well, well, well, drink water, eat, shop, I went to work, good night." Quietly cooking, washing, cleaning, quietly watching television, not playing the game. Well I haven't too big hat, even if not in law, also called reminder; strongly forbid me to drink coffee, see I can't end up Cup, directly with the last fall. For earlier trip to Viet Nam, strongly condemned, can't say anything, just get the anger. I promise you: after won't do adventure, never.

Lion City for many years in the Chinese policy of orderly iron, are catching up with the election, the ruling party and the opposition, for National Express vision outlined a blueprint for the future of unlimited.

Any one country, the ruling party and opposition since ancient times, is a company that only so can the democratic expression of political, media freedoms. In other countries, especially in Europe, the various parties often openly called wheezing, invective, beating ... All kinds of farce, look at the audience. It is already cause people to believe that this is a fair world, and many also lost interest in it. Like Lee Kuan Yew, went to see his interview with a period. Smart, strong, people near high years thinking remains clear. Do not show, but never compromise to save everyone's time. "The Lion City without coal, oil, no stable foundations, rely on financial, the rapid development of tourism, must, without stop, like falling in the South Pacific rose gorgeous fresh flowers, slightly storm will subvert. "So the fascinating politician, although aware of the presence over the years, cruel, but politics is still willing to be convinced and the public.

Botanical Garden of ancient tall plant, a tree a tree which was erect.

As if they were doomed to die in the same attitude and extinction. Trunk branches covering airless green ferns Moss. Distance, is the thick layer of furry green clothes. After exploring near fingered, tell a cluster a cluster structure dense small leaves. Each piece has a full body, a breath and desire. Thick branches scattered about Interwoven, built a small universe in isolation. Have a walk around the residents, the dog, a picnic, a Black Swan in the Lake, there are no famous colored birds. Plants, animals, and people in harmony, like fantasy. Suddenly found the world of silence Liao, this is the real moment of inner calm, do not belong to the noisy crowd of thermal and day room, only on the road.

Night stand well-lit building, particularly in the vicinity of City Hall, corner of car River flows, light shines like a star, so violent agitation of the night, and has a spacious feeling.

This city never can use any u.s. or non-us a simple words go to definition. He has a firm sense of sturdy, but also has a sub-tropical country charm and enchanting. He represents is a distance and coverage. Numerous foreign visitors here transition, Habitat, aggregation, farewell. Regardless of day and night subway station, a large group of strangers, in the city's mass transit shuttle movements. While the city with indifference, driven and accept them. Even so, he is a relentless, fascinating and hard city. But I came here, not to the conquest of the city, but just want to see you.

Pick you off, and then go to the financial street old baasha stall, eat black pepper crabs and Liu Lian ice cream-the best are always reserved for the other part, many argue that the end is not bigotry

Before you. Stop saying that students, home, memories, anecdote. Suddenly you said: should find a man to companionship, you were a child, in great need of warmth and care. Wandering too long difficult to stay, because already accustomed to a person's life, a man thinking. I said: love is in fact a simple matter. Just like with the Cup is filled with a glass of water, cool cool to drink it. Your body needs it, feeling healthy and happy. And I met a man, from the values until they dress, language, will differ. A one to one particular spot, and requirements. Even he said one word will find fault, hate cannot let the other hands succumb. I think this is not love. Love a person, is because of him that reflects the self. If a man not a woman feeling because he's there, but more like myself, did not let her feel, than alone more beautiful. Not through him as a media and determine my subtle personality and traits, and therefore finds is a charm. You say: love a person, not a simple matter, it must be because the emotional depth. Must not want someone who gets what you are missing something, whether it is physical or emotional. Forgive each other is fragile and missing people, even if you need a hero, but it must not be your lover. He should be more like you're alone in the desolate road, fortuitous encounter of fellow travelers. Full moon night, your own walk long weary days long road, feel lonely and warmth. Would you like to during this time, and one Exchange history, memory and time. Exchange their respective life important and part of the occult. But nothing on its own.

This was the only time to talk about feelings, let me think Beijing Guijie, hung up in the red lanterns, cheap small restaurant with voices, Montreal oily waste, tattoo piercing of shops.

In the street, there is an atmosphere of ocean sailing at night, like a lamp magnificent large passenger vessels. And a lot of friends here too late-night snacks, they eat during the day is in no way crumpled white shirt professionals, access to advanced Office, well-known company, holding a large fortune and fate of others. Hiding the true emotion, or even a name, but only the English code, just keep chasing the next and never let up. In the cool of the night, eat a rough hot and spicy food. This kind of talk, contains many private topic, usually is in no way can easily be unknown, because there are too many soft taste. As long as there is a cut, discourse and it seems like the same emission in seawater. These risk seems perfect men, weekdays savings of repression and emotion cannot talk, instant crash, or even choking voice tone, such fragile simmering. The night also tend to be sober person was drunk, restrained someone suspected of believe.

Sit and watch the Sentosa's laser fountain, lustre and water spray jet, fish tail and long like eyes shine the laser beam in the entire city of Singapore.

All cutting-edge performances will end, the future will be dull. Remember to you wrote a long letter, speaking to a friend to celebrate the 20-year-old birthday, a group of girls about to dawn. The memory of the past, future, love, friendship, imagination and questioned. Think I'm a 19-year-old life, like being forced to close another height, all teens happened in between are inevitably hit the seal, in the background was dark. I did not prepare for the future, but they are getting closer ... When some girls addicted to Idol, Nail Polish, Department stores in a skirt, the other girls have come to the front, stand in their inner edge, watching the dark abyss, trying to find the light at the micro-Ming. This belongs to the youth of thought, very familiar. Just because she is close to the people a little ahead of time. She saw something more that happy to also be less. So in my 20-year-old birthday, I receive you as I crafted Flash, Moon River in the background music is air non-stop blooming of pyrotechnics. You said: time is always beyond our imagination, but our heart can go to the front of the time, the forfeit and accept things that still need to follow the principles of the time. Do not fear the future.

I do not want to always travel, journey to break the people's life style, on the road you have to get used to the body with the physical space of movement.

The inner flow of consciousness and intricate, more feel the introverted thinking province. A frequent travel, and no order and principles, Don Juan, filled with a feeling of insecurity, at any time to change direction. Before I work everyday mania, insomnia, anxiety, facing a crowd habits with a brain and gradually forgot the intention, the reins to laugh, sing loudly. Until the last sound, exhausted, tired, just stop. See their own lives, as off out of the ashes of a ashtray, simply tolerate oftentimes, touch, with a slight pinch just smash, ash is recovered at the end, is this seemingly good meat. Inner long accumulated shadow has never been eliminating Buddhism, life running mode, converted to a clam shells, secretion of mucus, blood and flesh out package pass initial fresh wounds, and always, eventually gave it solidified into a hard and secret kernel, carefully hidden. Some people even know a few years are strange. Among the total may wish there is a divide exists, like walking in the River, overlooks, not touched. And we in the appearance of the moment is to get close to, though lost again after the recognition, in memory of cerebral cortex still kept distinct, no errors in the data. It has a warm, close to the real sense of reality. Got familiar with the words, and tell them how anxious, and does not, even if their imminent journey after intersection also have end point.

Our feelings are not simple men and women love to define.

Love is just from people inside the body of a chemical reaction, short and random, not a few. Our relationship is not a brain dopamine or the secretion of endorphins in the chemical transmitters capable of interpretation. There maybe one hundred years of each crossing, extinction and change, no one will recall that we, including our freedom of expression and as a humble and pay, and lost and struggle, will in time such as dust and silent. But I am well aware that feel nostalgic, fine records, on the edge of the heart and time, notMeasurable and beyond pursuit of emotional confrontation, sober, silence, in order to prove the identity

We love.

PostScript

Singapore, just visit an old friend, they rarely write travels alone will be relatively little, therefore readily made up a story, want more than King to love, to love.

We are just ordinary people, for work, life, love, friends, there will be full of passion, joy, and also there will be more or less helpless and reflection, many of which are real stories of friends around. Thank you for the patience to see here, sincere thanks! I also as literature Dear students. This year we met its tenth year, innocence, lush, unforgettable. Although we are all beginning to adult life. Growth, will experience depression, trouble, as long as the true emotion flowing to the apical, we can then strode walking in desperation.

To be always young,and walking no jogging!

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